I would have enjoyed blogging every day from Great Basin National Park but the Internet connectivity between my old, 3G iPhone and my laptop just doesn't always seem to find a "sweet spot" ... aka a "hotspot". Even when it does, the speed at which data moves is almost like my hiking ... the speed of a snail! (Well ... not quite! I'm actually finding that I'm rather "normal" on these high elevation trails and have every right to be very proud of my sixty-one year old body navigating trails deemed "moderate" or even "strenuous".)
After hiking the Osceola Trail, I returned to the distance parking lot that was at the far end of the trail. Of course during the first hike, I had to walk back the entire trail to get to my cargo van ... but I decided to drive to the far end the next day in order to hike the Sage Loop Trail and the Strawberry Creek Trail which started from that very remote place. I was the only vehicle when I arrived. I was the only vehicle when I left. Basically, it was just me and the wilderness ... and an elk!
I'd heard that elk lived in that area of the national park and that this was the season for bugling. Yes ... bugling. That's the official word for the sounds elk make, and it's a good one. I didn't realize how metallic the sound was. So starting off down the trail ... in the middle of a high desert sort of pasture with nothing growing above knee height ... I heard this strange sound coming from two places on the nearby mountainside. A similar sound seemed to be coming from ahead of me. I wondered if it might be elk. I hoped to see an elk! I should have hoped that the elk NOT SEE ME! But that's not what happened.
As I peered at the mountainside looking for elk, I nearly walked into one! He was laying on the ground. (In my imaginations, an elk would have been standing proudly ... and obviously ... not not blending into the short shrubs ... and certainly not with his back to me and allowing me to stupidly come within about twenty-five yards of him ... but that is what happened!) I was petrified.
In the past I've always been driven to be productive, focused on the process of making in which I could lose myself, and happy to have plenty to show for any time spent during an art residency. That isn't happening here at Great Basin. Something different is happening ... something meaningful on spiritual, emotional, and even intellectual levels.
What do I mean by that? Well, about fifteen years ago (shortly after I decided to "become an artist when I grew up" despite having no academic background in art), I went through Julia Cameron's twelve-step program called The Artist's Way. It is a process meant to unblock artist, help them reach their potential, take their work and their creative calling seriously, and find internal support and confidence. In a nutshell, the program teaches artist to do two important things: 1) write daily, stream-of-consciousness journal entries and 2) take a weekly "artist date". Like millions of others (yes ... millions ... as the book has been translated into just about every known language since it was first published), my life was changed. I've been writing my "Morning Pages" on my laptop since 2007. Before that, I journaled long-hand. I know that this habit propels me.
Because I've been so successful being "unblocked" and so easily productive, I never really put much stock into the weekly artist date. Yet, Julia Cameron insisted it was important for maintaining inspiration and awe and spiritual/emotional balance in life. She called it "filling the well". For the first time, I'm experiencing what she really meant. I thought I understood before, but I really didn't. Here at Great Basin National Park, I am amazing myself with my own physical ability to hike, the awe found in nature, and the feeling of relaxation. I am working but I am taking it easy, putting my brief time here with nature as the first priority ... putting "output" in second place. This is new. I always seem to learn something new during an art residency and this is most unexpected but certainly welcomed.
3 comments:
Ah, dear friend! Glad you and the elk survived your encounter -- and I'm thankful it wasn't a moose! I also am proud of you for doing so well at altitude. I live at about 3,000 ft. above sea level -- and for 32 years lived even higher (3,500 ft.) in Calgary. It was always a treat to go running when I visited my Vancouver, B.C. in-laws (sea level). But that was decades ago now. You have combined older age with higher altitude -- and are doing well physically which is great. Seeing and learning about new forms of nature -- and the fact that your 61-year-old body appears to tire out before you get in your stitching goal, well...so be it! You are filling your well with Good Things and as long as you have recorded them, you'll have time to produce, produce, produce when you get home (God willing). Hugs, and stay safe!
What a wonderful experience...
And just maybe you are supposed to be doing this kind of "viewing the artistry around you" versus stitching. It will be interesting to see what you do when you return home, will you searching your materials and supplies for items that resonate with your current experience...
Wow, such a trip. I really enjoyed reading this post. Last time we were at the Grand Canyon an elk was lying head up on the lawn of a restaurant we were headed to. It was dusk, we were only a few yards from him, he was huge, and at first I thought he was a statue! I'm glad you ended up safe and, what a bonus, snapped a photo. The trees are wonderful too.
I wonder this year of life changing Covid-19, if you feel that has changed "filling the well" for you as well.
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